bobbyluvsmangos

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 04:05:31 GMT

I can't explain last night/this morning. Kate and I went to Kellys house, and we went to the OB street fair thing. Stopped on a curb smoked a cigarette, and talked to a bleed for a while. His teeth were chromed out. Yeah, then we walked around a little and stopped and had another cigarette, and I turned around and I thought I saw Keegan, and I was almost positive it was him, but it wasn't. He wasn't tall enough. But given 3 or 4 more inches it would have been a copy of him. So the Keegan kid and his friends kept staring at all of us girls. I smiled at them, and then left to sit on the seawall. Where these boys showed their faces, introduced themselve, told us they were in the service, which I find absolutley attractive. And we sat in a spontanious drum circle for a while, discussed politics, which went smoothly between Katey, David, Trigger and I, but Kelly, dissagreed with much of it, and hated the men. Horray. I asked the boys what they were doing tonigth, and they told us that they were staying in the Ocean Beach Hotel, that they were guna party and just chill with everyone. So, we go back to the hotel and chill there, then Katey and I demanded push ups from the men. they did around 90 in less than a minute. Pretty fantastic.

I was feeling kind of drunk, uhm after 4 beers. Kelly needed to leave and check in with her mother, and we promised the boys that we'd be back later that night. We left around 10:30 and then came back around 12. All the boys were out and about, getting drunk, smoking their ciggarettes, and about 20 or some men from the bars came in, and they were really chill. Everyone sat around the table and drank and talked about everyhting, and got really focused on certain subjects, we were all drunk and trying to get our points across to eachother, but since there were slurred words, heads falling onto the table, and people buring their fingers on their ciggarettes, it wasn't much of a debate at all. Just a bunch of idiots mumbling about George Bush and Arabians. Wonderful.

Kelly left for her house around 1:30 and Kate and I stayed. No drama whatsoever. I was extremely happy. No crying, no cops, no fights. I wish it would always be like that. Well, Katey fell asleep and I was up talking to David, I looked at the clock, and it was 5:30 am, and I decided it was time to go. After waking Katey up from her deep sleep, we ventured home, where we shared our sotries with Kelly. Then we went to get breakfast at like 6.

I slept all day, and I feel quite refreshed.
<33's

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 06:36:30 GMT

Three Names You Go By:
1. michelle
2. chelle
3. gigantits

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1. bobbyluvsmangos
2. shoottheduck223
3. nazi is love

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. elbows
3. hair

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lips
2. legs
3. stomach

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. irish
2. german
3. black

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders
2. mean men hiding in the dark in my room
3. and. spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. hair straightner
2. hair spray
3. computer

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. socks
2. shirt
3. shorts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. TAKING BACK SUNDAY
2. Northstar
3. Atreyu

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. taking back sunday-your so last summer
2. taking back sunday-cute without the e
3. northstar-blindcrush

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. presents
2. candy
3. puppies

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I'm on the computer right now
2. I swam with 10 year olds today
3. I occasionally go hiking

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU In order of preference:
1. perfect teeth
2. voice
3. height/being fit, that whole deal

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. drinking
2. having bonfires
3. roaming through canyons with my best friends

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. party
2. party
3. party

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. cosmotoligist
2. loan officer
3. real estate agent

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. cancun
2. miami
3. bahamas

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. capture wild birds, and tame them
2. eat a shark
3. kill the hawk

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i scratch my private area
2. i grab titties and butts
3. i dream about having lesbian sex. actually. no

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i love to do my hair a lot
2. i love to do my make up a lot
3. i love to touch mens bodies

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. tom cruise(when he was little)
2. Rob Thomas(when he was little)
3. Noah from the notebook

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ:
1. Stupid
2. straightedge
3. kids

TOTAL VOLUME OF MUSIC FILES ON MY COMPUTER:
none

THE LAST CD I BOUGHT:
no idea

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO:
sthe music of seinfeld

FIVE SONGS THAT I LISTEN TO A LOT RIGHT NOW:
[1] Atreyu-lip gloss and black
[2] Taking Back Sunday-Your so last summer
[3] 50 cent-Just a lil bit
[4] t.i. - bring em out
[5] Ying Yang Twins-Whisper

FIVE PEOPLE WHOM I AM PASSING THE BATON TO:
[1] I don't know
[2] what
[3] the
[4] baton
[5] is

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 00:07:53 GMT

Last night I went to the desert with amanda Jessica and my dad. It wasn't much fun at all. We only stayed for about 4 hours. I got to see Michaels beautiful face for 2 or 3 minutes. Good and bad. Im happy I got to see him again, and I'm sad I didn't get to talk with him. He's so ugh. I can't explain it.

When I was driving home from the desert and watching the stars through the moon roof I was thinking about life, and what it means. And I don't know, but I think I found the key to happiness.
A while ago I thought I found it within my friends. And eventhough you think your frineds are the greatest thing in the world, shit can happen. The only person you can rely upon to not tell your 'secrets' or anyhting like that, the only person you can trust to be there with you all the time, is yourself. Nobody else can replace yourself.

But friends are something that makes you absolutley and completely happy. You can't just forget about them. I have the most amazing friends in both states, and I will never forget any of them. I love you guys so much.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 23:44:59 GMT

Amanda and Jessica get here tomorrow night. Ali's coming. Great.

I'm so happy with life in general right now. I can't explain any of it. I met a wonderful boy named Michael, and he's the definition of perfection. Everyhting I've been looking for, and everything I want a boy to be.

As some of you know. I got my second hole done. In my lip. I think it looks fabulous. I need to get another horseshoe for it.

Verin and I have completely stopped talking. I'm upset. But Michael makes up for some of it I guess. I'm not exactly over him. But I'm making good progress. I saw a picture on Zacs phone of Katey Verin and I drinking at the bay, and it brough back some memories that made me sad. I miss old times. I'm gunna miss this year. The beginning sucked. But I met amazing people towards the end. I love everyone.

Jordan and I started talking. He's hilarious. I love his jump. We've got nicknames, and I can see next year will contain a really good friendship between us.

I got a letter in the mail. Katey actually got a letter in the mail. Its about shoplifting. We have to pay $295 in 30 days for damages. I only stole $50 worth of shit. I know my dads gunna fight it.

Fuck authority.

Theres only 3 days of school left. I'm going to miss a lot of people over the summer. I'm excited for everyhting thats going to take place. My birthday is in less than a month. Pittsburgh in 4 weeks. Nothing could be better.

<3 I love Michael.

<33

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 04:56:57 GMT

I came home from school today to find all of my fathers cars and truck here, but no father. So around 8:30 he comes in on his bike. I asked him where he was, he told me the desert with some friends. Apparently he stopped at every bar on the way home and had a few, this is what he told me. So, we ventured to get a burrito, with me occasionally taking the wheel. On the ride over we had an interesting and hilarious conversation. Heres part of it:

Dad: Yah. I drove all that way without getting caught.
Me: Your incredible.
Dad: Yah. You and Kate are fucking lame, the first time you go out and attempt to drink & drive, you get brought home by the cops. You guys are so stupid. I'M NOT STUPID. I haven't got caught once, and I've been doing it for 25 years. I need to teach you assholes.

I love him. After we got back from Mexican food I told him how stupid he was for number 1 driving, and number 2 driving home on his MOTORCYCLE. He's not in his room with his knees tucked under his chest and his bottom in the air. He'll occasionally demand I bring him ice water. What a child. Gosh.

Anyways. This means that plans for Pitt have been postponed because of my fathrs selfish acts. I will not be arriving until Friday afternoon. Saturday night will compose of all of the wild beasts named Craig Matthew Geordie Laura Dave Ryan Garin Joe Brian and Stef. What a crazy night it will be. I love all of them so much. I cannot wait another minute.

The hawk almost attacked my face today. I never knew how swift and silent it was, I was looking down at the g-pigs and didn't even hear it. I would have expected a scream from it, or something. But no. I look up, and its about 6 feet above my head. I screamed and it flew away. I hate it so much.

HAWK X KILLERS FO LYFE

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:59:50 GMT

This upcoming weekend is going to be beautiful. Ryan, Brian, Garin, Stef so far are coming to my pitt house. I love those kids, and they will be bringing more kids that I love. I'm so excited, because I haven't seen any of them in about 2 months. I love the kids back there, they all mean so much to me.We're going to my house hanging out, wandering around moon drunk, just being wonderful like we always are. I'm so excited. Friday won't come soon enough. <3

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 04:21:14 GMT

I can't seem to dig myself out of this...I guess you can call it depression I've been in. I'm not depressed like I'm gunna kill myself, or I hate my life kind of depressed. I really don't know whats going on. I can't get a grip on things anymore. It seems like everything I try to do I fail at. Trying to start somewhat of a relationship, school, friends, dad...I guess just life in general. When I'm at school I'm happy, I'm excited to be with everyone in all my classes, I'm the loud really weird and fucked up person I normally am. But when I get home, and when it gets around 8 or 9 o'clock I start to kind of spiral downward. I feel like I want to fucking bawl my eyes out, its been happening for about a week or two now. I just think about everyhitng thats not working out. I think about how I want to look different, and how I need to lose weight, and I want fucking greener eyes than I have god dammit. I think of what I'm going to be like in 10 years, 20 years, 30 years from now. I wonder if I'm going to live a happy life, with someone who I'm uncontrollably in love with. I just think about my future a lot and how I'm going to turn out. I don't know how to make myself feel better, and I'm afraid I'm never going to get out of this mood. I want a boy, good grades, a perfect hair-do, a perfect body, its all I need to be happy all the time like I used to be. I don't fucking care if I'm asking for too much. I need it.

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 01:36:44 GMT

Theres been a lot of positives and negatives today. I'll start off with the negatives, and then go to the positives, so im not left thinking about the negatives. Kennywood on June 20th//excited to go//court on June 20th//great. Zac came home with me and I get online, and my sister starts talking to me and she says all this stuff about people talking behind my back and nobody wants me out there. That made me upset because I really don't know whats going on out there. Second, I tried to talk to somebody I have feelings for, and really didn't get too much of a response, like I spilled some feelings out to him, and hes like.okay, well blah blah blah, and really said nothing to make me feel better.

But Geordie made me feel better:
powdered beets: but i gotta get this off my chest
powdered beets: for like, all of 8th grade, i had the most major, huge crush on you
powdered beets: lmfao
BobbyLuvsMangos: fo rillz
powdered beets: yep
powdered beets: too bad i was such a little gnome
BobbyLuvsMangos: hahahah geordie your my favorite.

This reassured me that I DO have friends that care about me out there. I'm excited for summer and all the wonderful things that come with it.

Sat, 28 May 2005 06:26:55 GMT

Shit hasn't been going my way lately, and I hate it. Boys suck, girls suck, teachers suck, and your really hot neighbors girlfriend sucks. I'm going shopping tomorrow, I'm excited. I started talking to some kids from AHA got in touch with them, and for sure next weekend we will all hang out and recount on Mrs.Clarkin and others. I'm glad I got in touch with them, because new friendships will start, and I'll meet a lot of new people. I love meeting new people. As for my love of Katey, nothing has diminished, I will love her more than any boy or even my father. SO fuck off she belongs to me, and any boy who breaks her heart is shit, and I slit faces. I wish I could tap into peoples minds and see what they're thinking about me, or anything basically. I'm leaving, I need a break.

<3

Sat, 21 May 2005 04:05:27 GMT

I don't know how to explain today. Maybe the word horrible would sum it up. I could just tell today was going to suck from first period. I usually get to play volleyball with Jordan, Franco, and Jakob, and today this didn't happen. I could hardly hit he ball, and the opposing team was frustrting me. When pe doesn't go good, then I'm in a terrible mood for second period. I came out of pe and saw katey, who was rather hyper so then put me in a good mood. I then traveled to second period, where there was some kind of substitute that gave me chocolate every time I answered a question correctly. That was fun. Then I got to third period early which was nice because then I had time to go to the offce and turn in my summer school slip which I needed to turn in.So, I return to Third period, and Termin puts the journal up, and I'm staring at it, and I'm like, okay I'm gunna do this by myself today. And I'm staring at it for like 5 minutes. Then I'm like. I can't do this. I haven't done any of my work like basically the whole year, just like copied and done group work. I feel like such a litte bitch ass because I start crying. I just put my head down and cry. I'm thinking wow. I'm crying at school. Im kind of embarassed. And the thought of people seeing me makes me cry more, and I'm like oh no im gunna get made fun of. Ramon turns around because strange noises aren't coming from me. I'm not screaming or laughing or grunting. Im quite. And he comes over and lifts my head up and sees my tears and hugs me, and then Autumn was like oh no michelle look at me, and I put my head down and then Iz and Autumn come running over and consoling me. they make me feel better. English was fun as usual, you know just yelling and singing with Kelsey. Then lunch was kind of I dont know..upsetting-? I learned things that I didnt really want to know.Even though that this person doesn't know I know things about them, its going to be awkward seeing them. I hate Zac basically, yes. Went swimming afterschool. Slept til 7ish with Katey, ate, and now here I am writing my life away. Tomorrow is a little 7th grade reunion thing and some old girlfriends are sleeping over my house after some festivities.I'ml listening to some g-unit and ti and ying yang twins, and have turned my horrible mood into something great. I must go and dance.

<3

Wed, 18 May 2005 02:52:52 GMT

I'm going to start writing in this again

If I don't write my feelings down or do something to get them out, I'm going to cry.

and not stop.

This year was absolutley horrible except for three, maily two people. Zac, who I can put up with sometimes. Katey, the most wonderful person in the world. Without this girl, I would not be alive right now. And Verin, who I started talking to towards the end of this year, but he's brought out feelings I didn't think I had anymore. I don't know if its because I'm a freshman, or what. But this year was unexplainably horrible. I thought high school was a party. Like its all about friends, and getting wasted and all that shit. A lot of it is. But a lot of it isn't. I got to learn the hard way. I had friends, and they're fun. I got wasted and thats fun, and I had parties, thats fun. Oh but wait, yeah I go to school. I blew off school thinking its going to be like middle school, you know you can fail everyhting but one class. No, you need credits and points and nothing below a C and blah blah blah. I fucked my summer up, I fucked my 9th grade year up. If I don't get it together in these last 3 weeks. I don't know what I'm going to do. Summer School is definately something that will take up three weeks of my summer, and if I don't get my shit together, it might take up six weeks.

Besides the wonderful drama of school. Theres been drama with my mom and sisters. Thoughts of them moving back out here make me cry as soon as they come into my head. I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE THEIR SHIT. Amanda for one is bipolar, and my mother, I seriously don't know where to start.I wish, you know I really wish that my family wasn't so fucked up sometimes. Like everyone would seriously just get along, and I know this sounds stupid and cheesy, but its the fucking truth. I'm really glad I'm typing this, and letting the tears run down my face, because if I went through another day keeping this bullshit built up inside of me, I don't know what I would of done. Something stupid most likely.

I wish I was invisible sometimes.

<3

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 22:13:38 GMT

I'm in the computer lab and I'm sitting betwen Jimmy and Michael. I'm having a lot of fun looking at pictures of Jimmy hide bedhind slices of bread.

I eat children

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 22:28:25 GMT

Its Thursday, and I cant begin to tell you how sick I've been the past few days. How sick I am from this flu I have, and how sick of my dads fucking girlfriend I'm getting. I wish to start out with this ugly bitch, because making fun of her makes me happy. Okay, first off, this SLUT is spending the night at my house 2 fucking days after she met my dad, she's using MY SHAMPOO MY CONDITIONER MY BODY WASH AND MY MOTHER FUCKING RAZORS. God Damn, get your own fucking bathroom supplies you hairy indian bitch. Alrihgt so today, we're in the car driving up to Del Mar because she wants to visit some antique stores, I'm like what the fcuk. So, I get dragged along on this fucking journey these old bastards want to go on. So, we're driving and I'm really hungry so I we go to Carls Jr. and boy oh mother fucking boy was that a fucking mistake. So, she orders a burger and chews like a wild animal that hasn't eaten in months. You see, I have this thing, I can't be around people when they chew loud, it makes me seriously want to bash their heads into the concrete. I can't stand it, I have this strange hatred for the noise, it can be a boyfriend or a really good friend who makes that food noise, and I still wouldn't have a problem with beating them with a shovel. Okay so, that was the first bad thing of the day. Second off right after we leave Carls Jr theres this big 10 wheeler out on the road chugging along. My dad owns a 10-wheeler and we both have this respect for people who drive very large trucks. Its basically the biggest pain in the ass when your hauling dirt down the freeway, and some cunt comes up to you and flips your off, thats why my father and I are always so curtous to these people. So, what do you fucking know. Ms. Cunt face over here starts biching how he's cutting her off. I go, Dude, he's been in the same lane this whole time. She goes no!!! I'm trying to get over and he keeps slowing down and won't let me go in. and then she claims when she tries to pass him he speeds up. Well me being a witness to this claim she made, nothing of the sort happened. My dad and I look at her and are like. Uh its called a grade Patty. Trucks do go slower on grades. She's so fucking dumb. So when we do pass this fine gentleman driving his truck for a living....THIS MOHTER FUCKING SMELLY ASS BITCH WHORE CUNT FLIPS HIM OFF. My dad yelled at her crusty old ass. That was good. So the rest of the day was pretty much cunt face free, me and my dad kind of lost her on purpose in the shops, and we went and pranced in Del Mar. Pretended we were classy, went to some fancy resturant on top of all these buildings where the rich people sit. They like to sit there because they think overlooking the 'street people' makes them rich. But its damn cold up there. So after my dad and I are done talking in English accents and sipping our tea, we leave, find the cunt and go home. Now she's running around the house with her high-heeled shoes making clicky noises. I told her she sounds like my sister when she was 3 when she wore those little pretty pretty princess plastic shoes. She gave me a weird look and pushed her upper lip towards her lower lip and narrowed her eyes at me. So I stole her only pairs of underwear she had here.

Thats what bitches get when they come in my house and act like cunt faced whores.

Yeah, and I'm really sick.

LEAVE A FUCKING COMMENT

<3 Michelle

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 07:43:33 GMT

I can't write a fucking thing

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 02:38:58 GMT

JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT JOE POKORNY AND I ARE DOING A SPECIAL PREFORMANCE AT THE RUNNER UP SHOW. IT WILL INVOLVE SEXUAL ACTS THAT ARE NOT SUTIABLE FOR CHILDREN. vIEWER dISCRESION IS ADVISED.

RATED R FOR ADULT LANGUAGE, SEXUAL CONTENT, AND PARTIAL NUDITY.

<3 FUCK YOU I LOVE RUNNER UP

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:40:05 GMT

Alright, its Monday and I come home and my dads starts talking all this bullshit like oh Michelle you do Coke and shit. I'm like what the fuck are you talking about. Okay so heres the story supposedly when the cops got called at my house for the underage drinking thing some bitch had coke or whatever, and a lot of money. So..she tells me that she left it at my place and all this bullshit. So, her claims are that we took her coke, which I wouldn't have any use for, and her money, which I would have a use for to buy myself some shoes or something. But since I was unaware of this, I didn't. Okay, so now she's threatening to beat my little sister up, because she's blaming her for taking it, as well as me. So, I have to get my ass back there kick some ass, because as big of a fight my sister and I are in now, no one will lay a hand on her. Thats complete bullshit. and IT WON'T BE TOLERATED. Hhhah. Yeah, so I need to get out there because of Runner up too. Yeauuh.

Peace Bitches.

<3 Michelle

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 18:49:04 GMT

Yesterday was Saturday. And it was pretty fun. Yeah. Kate slept over and then Chrissy came over a little later, told us to go to the before today show, and we did. We had to pick up Michael Backer and Naz. Yes. So, we get there and we're just hanging out and such. Michael meets up with Stephanie, and then we all venture to In-N-Out. We feast there, walk back and then go into soma. Uhh. I don't remember hwat bands played cept Before Today and Halfway Home. Oh yeah and Of Hearts and Shadows. Yeah, they were good. Before Today was really good. I liked them a lot. When they came on, some bitch was in the front and she was all doing metal fingers and shit, and it was like during slow parts of the song, and she was just flat out being really gay. SO i pused her really hard then she tried to kick me in the leg, so I pinched her boyfriend and licked my hands and rubberd it all over his face. Yeah, it was jammin. Then after the show we're in the car, and Michael explains to us that getting head with Frosty is the best feeling in the world. So, I gained some knowledge last night. Hell yes. Okay, so now we're taking Naz home, and you see I don't have my seatbelt on. And Katey flys over this dip, and everyone in the car just kind of gets shooken up. No, not I. I fly up and hit the top of my head on the roof of the car. And thus, the infamous quote from me. "I guess seatbelts really do work." So, I must be off now. Goodbye.

<3 Michelle

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 05:56:27 GMT

So when was the last time I updated. a while ago, probably a few days ago I suppose. Well nothing interesting has been going on really. Uhh Todays Sunday, the game was today, and I'm glad the Eagles didn't win, its not liek I care, but things would have gotten pretty ghetto ya know ya know. Kate and I had fun last night we did some stuff that was fun. The night before was hectec and gay, but fun at the same time. Kate's car went missing for a while. Somebody borrowed it, and didn't give it back for a long time, so she was an hour late getting home. Uh, Friday night we chilled with a kajillion people at Garfield park. we ran around there for a good 4 or 5 hours, and smoked lots of ciggarettes and drank lots of beer. Katey dropped me off after she found her care, was late getting home, crashed into her wall, and now some boards are sticking out of her wall and shit, but you know he parents were sleeping so they didn't hear, and they have yet to notic the big home in the wall in her room. Dumbfucks. So, now I'm here back at my place, alone and really scared because I don't know when my dads coming home. I just hope he's not gunna get a DUI. He's pretty good at controling himself when he's drunk and driving though. I'm sure he'll be alright. Fuck. I keep thinking bad thoughts. Like I'll turn on the TV and they'll be like..yeah there was this really huge crash and a lot of people died, including Michelle Miller's dad. Now she has to live with her bitch ass mom. Whatever. I'm going to caress my dog now. Peace

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<3Michelle

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 03:51:06 GMT

FUCK PEOPLE WHO SAY THEIR YOUR FRIENDS THEN STAB YOU IN THE FUCKING BACK AND MAKE UP FUCKING LAME ASS LIES ABOUT YOU.

LOOSE LIPS SINK SHIPS.

GO TO MOTHER FUCKING HELL CUNT FACES.

FUCK OFF

<3 Michelle

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:28:36 GMT

Okay. I haven't updated in a while, but some CRAZY shit has been going on. Uhh. Pitt Thursday-Monday I think-? Yeah. Well Thursday I got there Rhianne picked me up from the airport, we went to my place and chilled I don't remember who came over or what we did, because things have been crazy. But Friday was sweet and lame at the same time. I went to school in the morning and shit took pics with some friends, left then came back to my place with some gangsters, uhh Rich Rhianne Morey Angela and some other chick. Adelino came over a little later. We fucked shit up at my house, the cops got called because of some underage drinking going on, people got blamed for shit because my moms a fucking dyke and calls the cops for lame things. I couldn't go to school afterschool on Friday because the cops wouldn't let me, they gave us breathalizers and shit, I blew nothing but Rhianne blew like a 0.03, they hauled her ass off to the station, and it was pretty much shit from there on out. Brian and Reese and Craig and that whole gang of badasses rolled up to Alis a little later, I wanted to go, and I asked my mom but she was a bitch and wouldn't let me. Cunt. So, woke up Saturday morning it was cool, my mom chilled out a little and Zack Reese Lani Aaron Craig came over and made up for me not seeing them the other night. We took some sweet ass pictures and shit. So, it all pretty much worked out. We went to have a 'snowball fight' but instead we went to the dustbowl and chilled and some people blazed, but thats gay.. So, went back to my house, all the boys left except for Zack, and we layed in the bed and stuff, and he told me a lot of things about bands, that I don't think the bands knew about themselves. Saturday came and left fast. Thens unday morening rolled around, and it was my last day there I thought. Aaron Burch came over Sunday night,a nd my mom checked the flights to see when time I had to leave, fortunately the flights were delayed. I got to stay another day. Went to school Monday morning, and stayed for a little, had fun with kids in class and took a sweet ass pic of Garin and a camel. Then I got in trouble for writing 'Rhianne is a slutbag whore who sucks nigger dick for crack', the teachers saw it and were like, uhh this is unacceptable, and we have to take this to the principal and all that shit. I told them the problem would be fixed if the cover of the binder just got ripped off, but they decided to be cunts and get Rhianne suspended, so we left that bullshit, and went to Rhiannes house. Chilled there, went to school after school and them came back to my place with Rich and Dave Lanigan, went to Dennys, I said my goodbyes, went tothe airport, cried some like the little bitch I am, got over the fact that I'm leaving, and realized I'm coming back in less than a month. So. Yea.

Leave a fucking comment.

<3 Michelle

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 16:45:08 GMT

Yo, Its fucking tuesday, a little more than a day away from my departure to Pitt. I have no idea why I'm so much more excited about this visit. Probably because things aren't so tense between my friends and I because of some unfortunate shit happening a while ago. I'm glad that was cleared and will never be brought up again. AUTUMNS BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW AND I LOVE HER. Yeah, the bitch is sitting right next to me now. We're in the computer lab typing up a 'report'. I'm pretty bored as of now, but I can't wait for the dodgeball game at lunch. Its gunna be sweeet. I fucking hate lj, so I'm out.

<3 Michelle

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 01:19:51 GMT

Today was pretty sweet. Went to school, was very impatient all day long, because in less than 2 days, I'm going to Pitt. Then in less than 4 days I'm goin to rock out with Joe Spence and Rhianne. Uhh. Nothing happed thats too exciting today. Went to school, walked home with Sherri Zack ad KAte, Zack came over, we watched the Chappell's show for a while, ate pizza and shit, then we went to take Zack to work. We drove down to the beach before taking his hott ass to work though. We chilled down on the sand and drew shit in the sand and things. You know. Smoked a few ciggs, then went back up to the car where we blasted sweet ass Mexican music, and made cancerous faces at people. We dropped Zack off at work, then we saw Danny Kateys ex standing on the corner hookin. We picked his lame ass up, not really though. We talked to him for a few then his bitches came up, thought they were cool and they left. We traveld to my house, where esientally Katherine dropped my off, and now I'm typing my life away on this computer. Wowowo

<3 Michelle

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 17:09:22 GMT

Its Thursday. Its around 9 o'clock. I'm supposed to be in Physics, but fuck that. I like computers. Uhh. What happened yesterday.-? Oh. Uhh. Rhianne told Ryan and Garin she had bone marrow cancer, but she really didn't. It was fucking hilarious. Ryan and Garin found out a day later. They all had RHIANNE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU DON'T KNOW in their infos. Wowowo. I've been having weird dreams about people lately. Espically Brian. Pitt Brian. And Zack. Uhh. Yesterday I went to this enterpuners meeting, I guess I'm not gunna be much of one seeing that I can't even spell the word. Well, the only reason I went was because they always give us pop and brownies. And the guy that teaches us has a really cute dog. By the way the guy is deaf and blind. Haha. Yeah I know. You could like..do things in front of him and he wouldn't even know. I hate that meeting shit. I hate the old people that go. They all want to be enterpuners and shit, too bad they're like 90 and won't be able to do anything because they're fucking crippled, and they're life is gunna end in like 5 days. Shit the bells gunna ring. Peace out

<3 Michelle

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:58:51 GMT

Wow. I couldn't say that things could have gotten anymore dramatic tonight. Well, I guess thats the product of girls, bipolar disorders in people, and a little bit of alcohol. It started out when I was at Kateys house. We went skateboarding with Anthony down the street so we could smoke a cigg. We ran into Bart and talked to him a little bit. Then we sat on someones little fence thing in their front yard, and the girl who was living in the house pulled up in her truck, decided to be a bitch and tell us we were dissrespectful. I told her to fuck off and not make such a big deal out of things. But Kate and Anthony decided to stay and apologize for being rude. I walked away with my god damn finger in the air screaming. Kate's dad then proceeded out of the house screaming Kate's name like we were lost in a jungle or something. He accused us of smoking crack down the street. We waltzed into the house, ignoring his ignorance and sat down and watched television. We were sitting there, and Kate's accidentally spilled Anthony's beer. She waited a few minutes before cleaning it up because Charlie was barking at the TV because there were dogs on it. Kate tried wiping up the beer with a tissue, and her dad walked into the room. He started screaming about how she dissrespects him and all this other bull shit. In my oppinion he was pretty well in the bag. It was only around 7 p.m. Kate cried and all that drama, and my dad came over and we decided it was about time to leave. So, we get back to my house. I get a lecture about my grades, I can't say there the greatest, but I'm trying. I get on the computer, and I see my friends away message. Oh and by the way, here is where I start a little drama. Okay. yeah I see her away message and it says hanging out with Amanda. I was like. Oh, Amanda my little sister-? She's said yea and so forth and so on. I told her she was pretty cool for hanging out with little 12 year olds. SOOO, Amanda decided to bring up all this shit about my dad. And when things boil down, talking shit about my dad is something that I don't take lightly. Actually talking shit about any of my family members is something I don't take very lightly. Only when I do the shit talking is it appropriate. So Amanda preceeds on to say my dads an asshole. So, here is where I create a fucking huge ball of drama. My switch flicked and I wet off. Alright, this little bitch [my sister] sucked off one of my really good guy friends. She calls my dad an asshole, she's a Holland and she's fucking bipolar. Poor kid. She's gunna be sucking nigger dick for crack when she's older. The conversation got us nowhere, and it didn't accomplish a single thing except letting us vent a little, but thats no good. She seriously needs to be put on Meds. May God bless her soul. Well, I'm done recounting all the drama that happened, so Peace.

<3 Michelle

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:47:40 GMT

Well I haven't been on in a while, but computer privlages have been granted back to me. I might be going to Pitt in the near future. I can't wait. Meeeh. I miss my mother fucking Pitt people so much. Nobody knows. Recently ciggarettes have taken a part in my life. Uh. What else is new-? You all know about the whole house getting broken into scencario. Oh. I've been single since September. I like someone who I have the feeling doesn't like me back. Hmm. My dad and I just took a journey to the store to feed our craving for Captin Crunch. This entry is pretty much pointless. OH! I'm thinking of Taking a semester off at Clairemont, and going to Pitt for a semester. And I would do that every year. So, I wouldn't miss everyone so much and have such a time apart from them. Meeh. And I really want to go to Pitt for my senior year. That's definately what I'll do.

<3 Michelle